• And Spring

    Last night–in order to begin taking back my weekday evenings–Stephen & I went to the Inwood Theatre to see Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter … and Spring. more ›

  • Take Back Thursday Evening

    It’s only been one week since the demise of Ross (at least in the nightmares I was having before the conclusion of Friends, that’s how the series ended: with Ross dying of severe brain hemorrhaging in Rachel’s arms), and I’ve… more ›

  • Fictional Encounter #1 Lori:  Frank, this is my Finn, Dorsal.  Dorsal, this is Frank.Frank:  Good to meet you.Dorsal:  Same here. Fictional Encounter #2Lori:  Gil, these are my friends Dorsal & Frank.Gil (to Dorsal):  Haven’t we met before?(Calypso music begins playing… more ›

  • Today I will wear white . . . forever…. Played 3-D Hop Scotch with my life last night just to see the present & future ramifications of my decisions, specifically the decision I have to make this summer regarding my… more ›

  • Well, it’s already May 2nd and the Pope hasn’t died yet. There’s an article in the Dallas Morning News regarding new research among baboons:  once the aggressive males were killed off (thanks to TB), the females groomed the males that… more ›

  • Two-month hiatus…. Now that the porn industry’s gears are grinding (grinding, grinding) to a halt because of the HIV scare, it seems I’ll have about 2 months to work on other projects.  The top priority is to continue lifting weights… more ›

  • Today I held my breath for such a very long time. Monday–a morning of extreme yin followed by an afternoon of extreme yang.  I remain indecisive about whether my life is perfectly balanced or bipolar.  Sending out my CD to… more ›

  • If my father were to die today

    If my father were to die today, I would not want to make amends. Nor would I ask for forgiveness (having done nothing wrong save attempting to save myself from his many abuses). And I would not in the least… more ›

  • Wedding day wishes to one of the great loves of my life. Hung somewhere on the door to my mind:  gone swimming with my inner coelacanth.  I’m tired from lack of sleep and too much food undigested in my belly,… more ›

  • Tomorrow is Good Friday, but today isn’t so bad either.  If all goes well with this entry (and the subsequent few), then I’ll use this new platform (for which I am paying but under utilizing) for my blog.This morning we… more ›